I don't blog anymore.


Maybe I'll start after AP testing. 


June 5th.

It can't come soon enough. 



Send a heartbeat to 
The void that cries through you 
Relive the pictures that have come to pass 
For now we stand alone 
The world is lost and blown 
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate 
With no more to hate

Is it bright where you are 
And Have the people changed 
Does it make you happy you're so strange 
And in your darkest hour 
Now all secrets fade
We can watch the world devoured in its pain

Delivered from the blast 
The last of a line of lasts 
The pale princess of a palace cracked 
And now the kingdom comes 
Crashing down undone 
And I am a master of a nothing place 
Of recoil and grace

Is it bright where you are 
And Have the people changed 
Does it make you happy you're so strange 
And in your darkest hour 
Now all secrets fade
We can watch the world devoured in its pain

Time has stopped before us 
The sky cannot ignore us 
No one can separate us 
For we are all that is left 
The echo bounces off me 
The shadow lost beside me 
There's no more need to pretend 
Cause now I can begin again


I had a really nice day today.

I didn't look hideous as I walked out the door.

I abstained from my usual morning Chick-Fil-A run, which is one small step in me becoming less massive.

I most assuredly failed my precal test, although this was not unforeseen and therefore did not trouble me a great deal.

We talked about philosophy and shit in European History, which I love to do.

I did pretty damn well on my Enviro Sci quiz.

Ditto on my Frankenstein test.

Sher's class was Sher's class. :DDD And I did "awesome" on my Unit II test the day before.

Had a good time not working and messing around with the girls in my dance class.

Ate too much chocolate and was a total goof with Corrin in Theatre.

And then of course tonight I don't have a ridiculous amount of homework tonight, and Fringe comes on!! 

All in all, an excellent Tuesday. 



Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
I want to go to bed 

Sing me to sleep 
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone

Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know 
Deep in the cell of my heart 
I will be so glad to go

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don' want to wake up on my own anymore

There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be


But on a happier note...


(September is too far away...)


I procrastinate far too much.

I'm dreading writing my opening arguments for the Frankenstein trial tomorrow. Especially as I can't seem to muster up any substantial defense for Victor Frankenstein! I think he should be thrown in jail for child neglect...

And then there's this paper on the checkerboard butterfly for Environmental Science that I KNOW is crap...

But I am too damn anxious to watch Fringe to bother fixing it. Sad. 


Free Weekend

This weekend marks a very momentous occasion. 

I don't have to work at all!!

This means staying up late and sleeping in. My favorite way to be.

I plan on spending the evening tooling away on the internets, listening to/downloading music and podcasts, searching Fringe spoilers, reading The Sweet Far Thing, and generally relaxing.

Tomorrow should be a nice day... I'm going to Target in the morning with my grandma and Rob, and then in the afternoon I have an hour and a half window to hang out with Faith and Corrin while the duo are at a birthday party. (Corrin- how does 4:00 sound?)

I'd also really like to try to unplug for the day... not get on facebook and twitter every five minutes and just read for hours like I used to be able to do so easily. I generally love the opportunities the digital age gives our generation, but I also feel that it makes me kind of ADD... It's incredibly difficult for me to just sit and concentrate on one thing anymore... I always have this compulsion to do ten other things at once, which inevitably makes me totally unproductive. Thoughts? 

Listening to: Name by the Goo Goo Dolls (gotta love the 90s)